Its time

I've been really missing something in my life lately and I've had a hard time putting my finger on what it might be.  The answer came to me today, and its weird how I already feel a little lighter!  I'm going to start writing in my blog again.  I was reading through old posts and just laughing and crying and realizing how much I miss it!  And maybe more crying was going on because I realized how many wonderful and fun moments that have happened that I don't even have record of! Like this one that happened this morning...  I'm going to be really real here for a moment and share a funny story.  I've been struggling a lot with my self image lately.  Things (2 things in particular) have gone south since nursing 4 babies.  My husband and I had the talk and he is totally against me getting them fixed.  So I went the cheap, temporary route.  I got these little gel inserts that I put in my bathing suit and sometimes my sports bra (shh).  So, yes I'm stuffing my bra like I'm 12.  Don't judge.  Anyway, this morning I look into the kitchen and Coulson is holding my inserts up to his chest and he's dancing around moving his hips and singing.  He sees me laughing at him so he brings them to me and says "Here you go mom.  Here are your things that go over your big nipples."  For the record, my nipples are not big.  And I have no idea how he know's what those things are for!!  That kid is the source of all of my entertainment and all of my stress at the same time.  I love him.  I'm happy to be back.